Archive for October, 2008

30
Oct

Mud puddles and fishes

Mud puddles

and fishes

I fell in a “mud puddle” recently and it hurt so badly. I tend to stay there and cry a-river! I was petrified with the thought that the world will mock me for being so filthy.When I realized that I got some “fish” in my pockets!

I have encountered a lot of mud puddles in my life’s journey and they emerge in different entities.I realized that each time I progress in the track I am taking, they are also getting more complex and that filthy feeling is intensified.Each time I fall, I tend to stay there and dwell on the dirt on me.But then something is moving! – I got some fish in my pockets!

Tripping into “mud puddles” - dilemmas (that seems insurmountable at first!), loss of loved ones, discontentment, rejections, missed opportunities, wrong decisions, change and many other disheartening circumstances; caused me pain, that there are even times when I feel like my spirit is crushed into pieces.But then God never leave me in such situations rather, He is always giving me the chance to get up with the fishes.

These “fishes” are revealed to me in various forms and even more complex than the mud puddles.They are actually God’s blessings!With every challenge, I believe that God wants to remind me of the blessings that I already have and to appreciate them even more.And! He is also giving me an extra fish each time I fall, sometimes even more than what I needed!

I changed… I grew as a person with each “puddle and fish” experience. I learned to be careful with each step I take and not to stumble on the same “puddle” again. As much as I could, and as soon as possible, I will hold on to the blessings that I have, for they help me see that despite those hurting moments, there are a lot of reasons to get up, move on and perhaps put some sunshine on my face!

After all, I always have the choice- to dwell on the mud or be thankful for the “fishes”!

Coming soon: The “fishes” that I have!

28
Oct

Moving on…

I found this piece of work by Marilyn Ferguson (2005) so inspiring! I just went through a storm lately.This one really helped me to see the rainbow and find the strength to move on!

THE POTTER’S WHEEL

When you’re troubled and discouraged
In the darkness of the night
When obstruction clouds your vision
And you just can’t see the light.

When life’s trials overcome you
And you have nowhere to turn
When you’ve reached the very bottom
There are lessons you must learn.

For the clay is being molded
It’s been twisted, pulled and tossed
It’s been rolled and it’s been pounded
Till the ego has been lost.

He will put you through the furnace
You’ll be tested to the brim
Your life will be in pieces
Till you give your soul to Him.

From blemish to perfection
His hands will form the clay
This human piece of rubble
Must let God have His way.

When you come to Him all battered
In the form of mortal man
When you cry to Him in mercy
You will find the Potter’s hand.

He will grind you, mold and chisel
The friction you will feel
Till He gently carves and shapes you
Upon the Potter’s wheel.